When I Go Outside

by pencildive

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released June 22, 2019

Gina De Nardo - vocals, guitar
Kevin Cardinale - bass, additional vocals
Zach Hirsch - drums, additional vocals

Laundromat Lady:
Alicia Macier - violin
Lucas Garrett - additional guitar

All songs written by Gina De Nardo and enhanced by the sweet little babies above.
Cover art by Gina De Nardo
All Songs Recorded and Mixed by Jesse Bolduc at Nashphone Studios and Mastered by Tom Nunes at Atomic Disc

Many sincere thanks to:
Joanna De Nardo, Ahm Armenti, Kris, Chloe and Trevor Daily, Adriana and Sammy De Nardo, Gypsy Lee, Gary C. and Scoop, Mary Cardinale, Jane Bennett, Candy Ambulance for all of your continued support, Caitlin Barker (EMOLdotcom), Jesse Bolduc, Jon Cantiello, Angie Sheil (you’re a real 10), Chromoscope Pictures, Jake Feldman, Lucas Garrett for all of our collaborations, Alicia Macier for your kick assery, Asa Morris for helping me get this off the ground, Maryleigh Roohan (technically a pencildive OG), Mike and Ray Rios, Gugs, James Gascoyne for lending me a guitar full of songs, Tom Nunes for your encouragement, William Hale, Ann Davran, Frankie and Amanda De Nardo, Chris Bassett, Matt Hall, Sifu Sam Ling, Jason Krak, Hill Haints, Mountain Carol, Parkway Music, Tim Szablewski, Joel Barlow, Bryan David Lasky, Jimmy and Robbie Armenti, all friends and family who have shown support as we navigate the weeds.

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Track Name: Thumbs Out
The gifts are still in the box
I asked you nicely not to knock
Yeah I heard I all the rings
I don't care about any of these things

I put my thumb out today
Anything not to stay
Waiting for the weather to change
Six months away

Saving up for my death
It's rad
And if history repeats itself
That's too bad

All these things laying around
They're yours
Can I melt and put them in my veins
For a cure

I put my thumb out today
Anything not to stay
Track Name: Weirdos
Every day's the same
Severing my name
Who's on what today
Do I want to stay

Waited for a change
Now it's time to go
You and I both know
You can't do this alone

Save me from the weirdos
Before they suck me through the wall
Before I shake my brain outside of my skull
Save me from the weirdos
Before they suck me through the wall
Before I shake my brain outside of my skull

Fix my face up nice
So it looks like there is life
Wouldn't you agree
That I don't look like me

Stay inside all day
My head's lifted away
Guess I'm like the rest
Everyone's a mess

Save me from the weirdos
Before they suck me through the wall
Before I shake my brain outside of my skull
Save me from the weirdos
Before they suck me through the wall
Before I shake my brain outside of my skull

Oh no!!!!!

Sleep is out of reach
Dreams are where I'm me
Now I feel confused
Which of me is true

This is what I know
I wanted to have both
Never found this bond
Yet love is frowned upon

Save me from the weirdos
Before they suck me through the wall
Before I shake my brain outside of my skull
Save me from the weirdos
Before they suck me through the wall
Before I shake my brain outside of my skull

My skull
Weirdos
Whoaaaaa
Track Name: Cricket Man
I go downstairs
There's no one there
First thing in the morn
I'm all alone

I turn the corner
And there is no one
I'm just a child
No face no smile

The Cricket Man
He's got a plan
Run to the door
All guts and gore!

Off to the cars
Go fast go far
Until the lights
Read me my rights

How did you do
All of this news
No face no arms
Yet everyone's harmed

The Cricket Man
He's got a plan
Run to the door
All guts and gore!
Track Name: Clocks Run
Lonely bed's got me again
Twenty nine, nothing's fine
Thinking about dippin out
Instead of watching clocks run out

And every day before I lay my head
I wonder if I got it right
But I'm tired
So let's retire work for hire

Another winter crackin bones
Quiet snow sits alone
Catch a glimpse of deeper lines
In a face I don't recognize

And every day before I lay my head
I wonder if I got it right
But I'm tired
So let's retire work for hire
Track Name: Laundromat Lady
Laundromat lady
You make everything so nice
Our street is filled with molesters
And confederates alike

Laundromat lady
You take so much pride
You do the floors and the garbage the baskets
You make it alright

And I know you're watching the cameras in case there's a thief
And if they steal all my shit I know they're not gettin away clean
You take a smoke break and I know you're still on point
And you smile at me when I come in all annoyed

Laundromat lady
You make everything so nice
You do the floors and the garbage the baskets you make it alright
Everything's falling apart when I go outside
But laundromat lady you make it all fine

Everything's falling apart when I go outside
But laundromat lady you make it alright

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